A process of thinking and insight is complicated. Sometimes we can catch the moment of the result which is the top of an iceberg. What do you think about a challenge to observe a little bit more?

I have it. This is happiness of freedom, creation and knowledge.

I am a witness how mindmapping process goes on in my mind.

I am a witness how my future paintings, sometimes more then 15 simultaneously, comes to me in details.

No pain of creation.

In my writer`s past I was awakened in deep night with strong vision how my next several books will be look like. Such vision is extremely bright, with all links to details. The rule of the game is to wright  a sketch briefly the same moment I felt it. It was my work kits (paper, pad and pens) in every place in my home.

Later I learned how to send projects back to nonentity because my surrounding didn`t call for it. It was a big sad on the beginning. Than I learned how to avoid bitterness about things which will never be. Then started to investigate what projects I could do independantly.

I was sucessful in it.

Now I have to learn a new thing. How to hide the power of creation and just stand near before a situation calls to it.

There are two reasons for it.

1 - Even when I have a strong vision how the future project will looks like, now I am unable to do everything by myself.

I realized it yesterday, trying to make CyberWar-I film. My vision was like a "Hobbit" movie with camera movements and changes. If I were a director of the film to transfer my vision to assistants it would be possible. By my own work it was 6 sec of unimportant episode per whole day.

Too much precious time. And I lost vision trying to catch bugs.

Today I decided to give up from it.

2 - Today the culture demands simplisity.

Why not?

Actually, everything exists in the Source before we, immortal souls in mortal bodies, make our attempts to channel it into the world.

The world will call for projects it`s ready to accept.

Hello friends, last week I was running here in there trying to visit 5 round tables simultaneously at Gaidar Forum 2014. Eventually I confessed it`s impossible and choose 3 big meetings. One was Green Energy expert meeting, the second was “Shaping the Future of Business Education” Panel discussion. You can see at the picture a brief glance to the speakers:

From the left to right you can see:

Sir Poul Judge, President, ???? International

Sir Paul Judge holds the post of President of the Association of MBAs (AMBA), Chairman of Schroder Income Growth Fund plc, Teachers TV, the Enterprise Education Trust, Digital Links International and the British-North American Committee and Deputy Chairman of the American Management Association.

Sergei  Myasoedov, Vice Rector, RANEPA

Since 1993, Sergei Myasoedov has been working as lecturer and consultant in Russia and abroad. He gives lectures on Russian economy and cross-cultural management in universities and business schools in the USA, Canada, Europe, Africa and Latin America. 

Sergei Myasoedov founded one of the first private business schools in Russia (International Business School)  and was its director. He is founder and director of one of the largest and prestigious public business schools in Russia. (Institute for Business and Public Administration of the Russian Presidential Academy of National).

Steef van de Veld,  Dean, Rotterdam School of Management, Erasmus University

Steef van de Velde is a professor of operations management and technology and the Dean of Rotterdam School of Management, Erasmus University (RSM).

Later I`ll prepare pics with all experts and results of the Panel Discussion. It took much more time that it was sheduled so the results was exellent. Important things comes in time because I founded muself on the top of the subject with ready planing what to do.

Dear friends,

I am going to celebrate my personal New Year! I have one good tradition for it: to make a report what was done during the year and accept the results.

Of course, the big pictures below!   Ok, let`s do the report!

So, this is the time to present my 42 faces. That year was so great, so powerful so I swear to develop everything in future. The future is the thing we all want to construct, so let it be as beatiful as clear waters of Corfu, as powerful as the best ideas, as exciting as… As life actually is.

Sincerely, Your Annamain, All Differencies in One.

Hello everybody, I have just 2 days before my personal New year, I mean my birthday. So I started my usual procedure to check what was done in that year and what it will be next.

Wow, I did a lot! Check list will be later, now it`s just a picture about it!

Dear friends!

Today is the last day of 2013 year. How do you feel it?

Next day will be the rare conjunction of the first Solar month day and the first Lunar month day. So this is the best time to make wishes!

I want to congratulate you with New 2014 year and wish you to be healthy, with strong good family, with best friends and soulmates!

About surrounding I wish you to turn all changes to new possibilities and to try fresh taste of new decisions!

Just be awake and try it!

Sincerely,

                       your Annamain

P.S. Two fluffy heroes from the pics isn`t mine so I want to congratulate their owners too with respect to an artist who made the pictures of the pets.

Dear friends! When we live our life we are in the stream. Sometimes it is not so easy to make a break and realise what exactly is going on and what is the period of LifeCycle we are passing.

In real life we have no possibilities to stop, sometimes no chance to have a break, even to make a pause. So what we can do?

That moment we need to understand so the only way to do it is to have a glance from outside. Better from high position to realize the picture in total, with a system view.

That is the function of the end of a period, such as the end of calendar year.

Now this is the time to pay some attention to the passing year and to make several marks what it was, what positions we gained, what was our gradient. So… It will be the last painting in the LifeCycle seria presented next week.

I worked hard in Saturday and Sunday, and most part of the night having several great ideas to try. So today I slept about 4 hours, the weather was sucks and I desided to visit a huge spa complex for thermal relaxing. It was so goooood!!!

So drastic contrast between snowy-wety streets, dark sky (actually darkness without sky) and deep blue waters of the spa complex!

A brought my small camera with me to shoot several moments for my future movie. I did it without taking a breath about 1,5 hours untill my micro SD cart was full. Then I realized my bag I droped near the border becomes full of water. My things includes towel was totally wet!

And the oly dry thing was  my camera!

So funny! 8-)))))

OK, now I am relaxant and returne to the project work!

After you lost old stability everything new seems in mass. Such an unpleasant feelings! I experienced it when I started to design a new engineering construction for the big-big lamp!

The worst thing here is uncertain what to do. Because on the new step everything is unclear so it sould be like a cool wind on the back.

But it is possible to make ourselves cool in the mind, make pauses and then construct a new form from many peaces. So I did it. It will be the new possibility to shoot the film in better conditions.