Here it is my #6 from 2011 Gallery. The picture represents the moment between attempts to make total control and the moment of crash it down.

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Have you ever imagine what could feel a computer 1 nano-second after you shut it down? What is the state between loss of support and falling?

Usually it means such moments seemes too short to catch it. But may be inside exists another feeling of time. A vertical time… You could live a long life of happiness or suffer only between two bounds. Why the moment between two states, attempts and losses process, could`n be longer?

The process of lossand wastage mixes with agressive dinamics of avulsion, estrangement  cames together with distruction… May be this is the way of phisical death. May be this is the time to loss chains and be free…

May be this is both things and millions more, more and more in one nano-second before a salute disappeared.

A working place is so intimate for every professional. As you see it you can imagine how a professional work, his\her style of thinking. Also you can guess what character he\she has and many others things. Well, if you could see my home it`s obvious that every place I use for different work. For example one room is deducated for books and oil\acrilic paintings. Why?..

May be because of light or big table, or the reason is atmosphere of a library, or may be this is the most comfortable place for my easel. Also the true is this room I visit more rare then another, it stands away from another places of my home. May be this is the reason I do oils so rare? Who knows!

Total Control is one of the greatest illusions among human`s mastakes. A wife wants to control a husband, a husband wants to control a wife, they both wantd to control children…

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...Governments  desires to make total control to citizens, and business marketing also wants to control wishes and behavior of customers. Scientists claimes an absolute safe and secure and total control under the power such as nuclear. Everyone who try to make total control face the inconclusive problem of loss resources for control management and also loss of own understanding the whole situation.

Total control is the task ruins common law and secure by itself, pretends to make an image of absolute success in everything and loss it immideately. Life much more wise and has more ways to stream. So if somebidy claims he\she gained total control look deeper and you could found stressful, nervous, bad managed processes and unhappy life.

Well, I`ve realized I made no post since 9 of March because of business, tideness etc. How great it would be to lazy one time! But "drop such dreams and work!" - said my subconsciousness and i have to do so .  I would like to present your my 2 next paintings. 

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 This is a diptich I named "Couples". It represents the modern state of feelings, energetic balance and social realization of  human sexes. As lond as anscient legends exists it represents ideas of partnership, equality and  irreplaceable of each contribution in life itself. A harmony between woman and man is our best expectation, both cultural and bioenergetic. But in the real human history that balance was broken. Although woman energetic deposit (biological, mental, cultural) in human cilization was great the social position was low. But we can`t change natural balance without a payment, so collective unconscious got perverted programs determined behavior of millions people. Today this is the great time to expose such perversions, to help people to understand the losses it made and help to correct it. This is the hard and essential work for a person - and also for mankind itself.
In my paintings I mirror the modern situation of energetic balance between sexes. Female overcomes the old regressive social and psychological programs and gains new confines in everything, but this is the struggle,  intensions and efforts. 

Man try to do the same but historically previous programs brought him social advantages the same way as slavocracy brought the best choice for owner for account of slaves. Everyone knows how hard is it to drop bad habits such as smoking etc. It needs to understand disadvantages of slavery to avoid it is privat life. And of course the best people of both sexes reject the idea of slavery itself.

I deducate that painting for the great movement of modern dayes - the movement to growth personality, to develop and keep the deep balance of life.

Well, it was Ekadashi fiest yesterday and I have started new diptych - 2 paintings together one time. So I should be congratulated with the second twins that 2011 year!

Well, I am glad to say that my new 2011 art gallery has opened with 6 pantings. Oh my god, how tired my back! But I did it! Here it is the list of it and next day I will show each with it`s description. 1- "The End of Waiting" ; 2- "The Rising: Plato"

3,4- Diptych "The Couples"

5,6- "Total Control" and  "Loss of Control"

Scientists and soul investigators both spent hundreds years to investigate what is the things determines our life. It it DNA? Or strings of our spirit? Psychical structures and complexes? What is a structure behind-beyond visible surface of life? I spent more then 20 years trying to learn their positions and to make own investigations.

There are several natural laws for nature and it`s analogue for our life line, development of character and spiritual growth. The laws of quantum machanics stands behind sacred life of matheria, the principle of universal gravitation covers our movement on the surface of our Earth, and the Law of life-cycle manage a huge amount of processes, from human life to an  product or an organizational processes. 

Similarity of such laws allows to predict situations and it`s movement, to feel how the world  and our life moves. I feel it and can calculate so it was important to reate a base and to fix the idea in painting. I designed the appropriate style "PowerLines" especially for such purposes lond ago so use it  in paintings; exactly it suitable for Active Base 8-10.0 Inpainting as I call it.  Well, now I must to continue my painting until the colours are wet.
 

As long as I feel energis in colours I fell myself inside God`s dreams about billions worls going round in space, swimmimg in space rayes, dancing in solar wind.  Splashing or energy as a divine thoughts produces all oscillations, bearth of worlds, death of creatures, transformes one mental matheria into another.

I could compare it with such feelings people   feel keenly on a big  flip-flap but of course such example doesn`t cover all things. Just imagine what could you feel as your mind, soul and feelings have expansion includes many far and different things one time, as your brain  starts to light with more possibilities your have in everyday life. Some people fell it as orgasm, yes it seems like that… but as you limit orgaistic feelings with body only this is not the same.

Splash of colours and light, zero-gravity and freedom, eternity and timeless - but also time is compressed; millions years and things in one moment, this is it. Process never stops with all metamorphosis, and what do you feel as you have possibility to see it in general and in all details synchronously, as a part of you is the witness, and a part is a creator, another part is a treveller?

Such things is more then every human could relive. I have to make meditation and to do yoga and also to make a balance between left and right part of my brain to keep such state but not to be totally involved in it.