Time is the line with transperecy in Future and past and ideally with a golden point (from Taoists terminology) in which Perfect Human actualises  him/ herself. This is the perfect balance between parts of our past and future just to make a kind of balance to the central Here-and-Now point in which we actually live.

Although many books and wise people and commercial coachs too advices to live

#1 AB Painting of that year named "Too Long Waiting" and the second represents the next stage of the process - start to awakening.

Such points is not an opposite ones as it seems from the first glance. Sometimes waiting is so important then we have no right to indulg own anxiety, tiredness or boredom, even to pain in asleep muscles. Such waiting have to finish just in time make internal

I am trying to finish 4 new AB paintings before tomorrow LUnar New Year. Of course it impossible, but i did a titanic attempt and made two of it close to finish that night.

So it`s the reasul of very nervous December-2012 and part of January I allow myself to be lazy so this is the time to work over night and to do. It`s not so hard because as I started I know what and how, just feel a little

Well, I`ve problem with the new Chinese sword: whatever I do with it, long heavy clusters always knocked to my face and i have a great pity to my nose. Also i broke the movements and dance, i can`t deal with it. So I get it away and put red silk scarf instead. Everything becomes perfect, practise becames interesting, full of possibilities even to dance and no dangerous to my sideview. I want

Yesterday I did one small crazy thing I put aside for a long time. I bought straight Chinese sword (training of course), middle size, just to have that experience how to operate it and what could be an unexpectable usage. 3 months ago I received another example from that family - a pare of Korean dancing knives. So it`s a good time to make summary about all collectibles.

First of all, I am

Whan my work priority changes it is visible from one glance to my cabinet. In case something creative, unexpectable coming it`s a kind of mass, every new thing i put over previous - that time it` trening long sword and a shorter one over papers concerning institute etc.

If my cell phone is up it means i am waiting for a call, if i am not who knows where it could be and every time i need to

I am happy to be back to my swords, moving with energy of music, feeling how galaxies pulse dep in heavens and earth carries my steps.

Even the collage picture is old, the spirit is the same.

Tonight i couldn`t sleep so did several sketches. When my brush meets ink something happens and so it was 3 pictures, from the sadness one of the beginning to happiness at the end. I`ll start from the last.

Actually when I did the one before last it was clear what will be the next. But when I did it the picture started to chenge from my first view. Hierarchy of ideas always remains but

The hightest advantage to be an artist is to ba able to transform everything into Art. Things usually unpleasant becames worth to exist that way, every experience became a new project. I`ve finished my first in 2013 AB painting, of course it was the twins but that time i did it separately.

What is the essence of waiting? I see here several issues. As you are agree and feel as a situation