Have you ever imagine what is it - to be locked inside own body?  It`s seems as if you are  sitting in a car strewed by snow or sand, even if you want to move it`s impossible.

Several illnesses make such effect. If you belive immortal soul use body to have life experience you can feel it more clear. This painting describes the chance which made people be pented inside own bodies because of

To be in prison couses the state like a stretched bowstring. You energy accumulates to make a spurt to escape.

There are several possibilities to escape and one of it - to be free with a damage or hurt, without any planing and may be not in right time. Such Escape could put us from one prison into another, from ice to fire but as we feel the desire to be free we can`t calculate details. It`s

It`s hard to explain what`s it: to feel a glass prison.

My normal state is the feeling of extantion as if my unvisible spirit-body let me to  touch clouds and stars, my ears can hear more then surrounding sounds, it hears the movement of galaxies higher, higher. In that state my mind contains knowledge how the world growth, and feel many things one time. Amazing state. And sometimes I lost

It`s +9 outside and as I feel the same inside. I like at least +25 degrees in rooms,  like to live without warm clothes, dressed in layers of light sari for pleasure and beauty, not to protect the body from cold. This is my happiness the work with colours and brushes warms me from deep inside. Started several funny pictures in graphics, and work with acryl on canvas, and with ink in chinese

Ok, after several dayes of cold weather and hard work I`ve finished 4 Active Base paintings. First two "A Glass Prison" and "Escape-I" was started in July but was a little bit unfinished till September.

Second two "The Chance 1/700" and "The Choice" was started and finished in September.

I`ll descrbe all next posts and now want only to note the moment. Actually all of it was

I`m keep working with the first active-base painting from twins I`ve started that sunday. It is near the finish. I`ve tired, have a little crazy because of the smell of painting`s chemistry and also happy. Oh sorry - I forgot my yoga practice today. Heh. I should do it in the morning before I have my tea and start to work and forget everything.

Today 11 of September 2011 is the Yoga Day. I`d celebrated it in Cultural Centre of Indian Embassy and when I`d returned back home I started with 2 new Active Base paintings I considered a long time. It represents 2 essential parts of life both physically and spiritually: a Choice and a Development process.

If you ask me why I have a twins painting so often I can only answer that my brain

Being tired, feeling in sad and sometimes in a point we need to choose what to do world helps us with a true words. This is the way god  provides us with his favour and courages us to keep our way and helps us to make decisions. Today one friend of mine sent me   the poem by Rachel Snyder rachelsnyder.wordpress.com/the-world-needs-you-now/ I want to recite here.

the world needs you now

The

So many things I want to do, preparing to one feel another ten, so it is not easy to turn myself into regular practice of something new. But I realized it`s important so that study-year (from september to june) I deducate to 3 new practice: music, languages, yoga. From the 1st of September I have my yoga practice in India Culture Centre G.Neru by Indian Embassy and I enjoy it. It`s a really