Well, I`ve problem with the new Chinese sword: whatever I do with it, long heavy clusters always knocked to my face and i have a great pity to my nose. Also i broke the movements and dance, i can`t deal with it. So I get it away and put red silk scarf instead. Everything becomes perfect, practise becames interesting, full of possibilities even to dance and no dangerous to my sideview. I want

Yesterday I did one small crazy thing I put aside for a long time. I bought straight Chinese sword (training of course), middle size, just to have that experience how to operate it and what could be an unexpectable usage. 3 months ago I received another example from that family - a pare of Korean dancing knives. So it`s a good time to make summary about all collectibles.

First of all, I am

Whan my work priority changes it is visible from one glance to my cabinet. In case something creative, unexpectable coming it`s a kind of mass, every new thing i put over previous - that time it` trening long sword and a shorter one over papers concerning institute etc.

If my cell phone is up it means i am waiting for a call, if i am not who knows where it could be and every time i need to

I am happy to be back to my swords, moving with energy of music, feeling how galaxies pulse dep in heavens and earth carries my steps.

Even the collage picture is old, the spirit is the same.

Tonight i couldn`t sleep so did several sketches. When my brush meets ink something happens and so it was 3 pictures, from the sadness one of the beginning to happiness at the end. I`ll start from the last.

Actually when I did the one before last it was clear what will be the next. But when I did it the picture started to chenge from my first view. Hierarchy of ideas always remains but

The hightest advantage to be an artist is to ba able to transform everything into Art. Things usually unpleasant becames worth to exist that way, every experience became a new project. I`ve finished my first in 2013 AB painting, of course it was the twins but that time i did it separately.

What is the essence of waiting? I see here several issues. As you are agree and feel as a situation

 Late year has finished, but my own New Painting Year comes just in the time I turned ouf frames paintings from 2012. It was a special moment - a specific energy likes the signal to attack after too long waiting.

I realized it by wish to renewal, then founded instruments and teared out all old year painting from it`s frames. All of them now becomes into my Past and I am ready for Future, my

Bothering thoughts comes to my head if I can`t clearly understand what`s going to happen and how to act with it. Even if I cancel such thoughts, as the problem doesn`t resolved my brain works more and more, calculating…

It is not good to force yourself not to think, so I prefer to make the situation exterior by making Ink Sketch. Honestly said, that way I am tryng to drop it, from time to

I suddenly realized how I need it -to feel the sword in my hands, to operate it. I tryed it inside my home but so careful that it wasn`t worth to. One time I was uncareful and damaged my crystal lamp on the ceiling. Today I went to our park with long wooden training sword "Katana" type in my hands and with player in my ears. It was thing I desired although I couldn`t did rich exercises or