I`ve finished 2 new big AB painting and half-finished changes in my cabinet. The weather is sucks, so I want to delay with my cabinet and my third painting will be finished tomorrow,  I hope, now I want to be lazy and may be to sleep, as exception ealier as usual 3 AM.

Today morning I get out old furniture from my cabinet, except very good big office table and comfortable leather sofa. The room is empty now, everything is in mass because of thousands files of documents, millions books, folders with scetches… As I realize I could start a stationer`s shop! Many unpacked files, laminator, steplers, pens… Billions things! After an hour it will be specialist to

I am painting 3 big new pictures and have to finish previous two, and winter season nearly start.

Good time for sleeping, alsogood time to work. Do you think I choose sleeping?

Automn eventually started, getting cold and dark, so different from here:

To there:

... but also has several hidden common points, may be waves of the sea seems as waves of clouds, may be colours of light, may be it`s something from memory.

I`ve started 3 new big paintings and stuck near the middle of 2 previous, this is my plan before October flows into November, before shadows becomes

My friend Ladushka`s just give me that picture. I admire it! This perfectly illustrates the way I feel how to be active, how to growth and how to transmitt your ideas to the world doing your job, keeping treasure of friendship, being so different in details but similar in deep internal nature.

I`ve started two new big paintings and won 3 EBay auctions last night, preparing to tear our all furniture from my cabinet and place a new one. Work with my new 15” laptop just from my bed and try not to sleep on the keyboard during typing! 8-)))))

As I see it`s about 20 days I didn`t write here. That time I was changing my interior, got out old heavy expensive furniture and stand new light modern and functional; and i wasn`t able to paint because of chaos everywhere, and try not to scream remembering late summer days.

Automn is depressive time for me, although I value the beautiful colours of nature, thoughts about coldness and

I`ve just finished the couple-painting to previous "Fear and Courage discussing a Problem". It`s not a diptich but has logical and spiritual connections so I name it "a couple-painting". Why not twins as several others?

Because i didn`t paint it at the same time. It was the gap about a week when O started that one named "Half-Rsoulved". If you try to feel it by name you could imagine how

Everyone know how it`s hard to face a problem. Small problems could annoyes us but the big poblem with long history turns us to feel fear and want to cover it for a long, long time, probably forever. We all hope problems`ll decrease if we cover it… it doesn`t work.

As long as we hide a poblem it goes bigger, became more complicated, produces more post-reasons and may be growths into