November is nearly finish, this is something magnetic storms because of sun protuberans and everyone here wants to sleep. Me too. It`s not cold, about zero, no snow and internet is good but why I feel so tired and demotivated? I can`t force myself to paint. If I do I will be happy to paint but I cant, need some friendly nudge for it. Long-long winter is coming, warm green sea is somwhere far-far away…

I`ve finished 2 new big AB painting and half-finished changes in my cabinet. The weather is sucks, so I want to delay with my cabinet and my third painting will be finished tomorrow,  I hope, now I want to be lazy and may be to sleep, as exception ealier as usual 3 AM.

Today morning I get out old furniture from my cabinet, except very good big office table and comfortable leather sofa. The room is empty now, everything is in mass because of thousands files of documents, millions books, folders with scetches… As I realize I could start a stationer`s shop! Many unpacked files, laminator, steplers, pens… Billions things! After an hour it will be specialist to put in my new closet, and then I`ll go to the furniture shop to order new closets etc, hopes service company will assemble it in monday. So my new look to new life stage will start very soon. Tired, in mass, but happy to make it new, then I am going to finish my painting before builders comes. 8-)

I am painting 3 big new pictures and have to finish previous two, and winter season nearly start.

Good time for sleeping, alsogood time to work. Do you think I choose sleeping?

Automn eventually started, getting cold and dark, so different from here:

To there:

... but also has several hidden common points, may be waves of the sea seems as waves of clouds, may be colours of light, may be it`s something from memory.

I`ve started 3 new big paintings and stuck near the middle of 2 previous, this is my plan before October flows into November, before shadows becomes blue, until colours of sky keeps warm of the sun.

My friend Ladushka`s just give me that picture. I admire it! This perfectly illustrates the way I feel how to be active, how to growth and how to transmitt your ideas to the world doing your job, keeping treasure of friendship, being so different in details but similar in deep internal nature.

I`ve started two new big paintings and won 3 EBay auctions last night, preparing to tear our all furniture from my cabinet and place a new one. Work with my new 15” laptop just from my bed and try not to sleep on the keyboard during typing! 8-)))))

OK, the hot news for today is I am pretty good and ready to an active something. Last several dayes I have negotiations etc planing my new year season:

Last several dayes it was many changes in weather, my mood and health was also unstable so the acclimatization was prepared that way. The weather jumped from warm sweet pleasant to walk in my park:

... to dull raining! What could we do if it`s so heavy clouds over your head?..

... and then turned to windy with my headache:

It was too much for one day so as I overcome it I felt a wish to play my Guzhent tonight just to express unclear feelings:

Next day I had negotiations and then force myself to go out and have something to eat outside just as my friend Stathis told me:

Of course it was a chokolate cake and also I bought a book about Asian Art Museum in France and couldn`t wait with it so started to read in cafe:

Sharing attention between the book and chokolate cake I observed the evidencies hoe Greek culture influenced Asian especially in Gandhara period so the statues of Afganistan and India was very similar with Greeks style:

That everning windy cold weather somehow turned warmer:

It was clear beautiful sunset I saw from my window:

Step by step sunset was off:

So that day I assesed the acclimatization was nearly finished and prepared to everything glorious deeds.

Every time I back from Corfu I have a strong adaptations. Last seasons it was about a month and even more, especially first 1-2 time. I saw crystal sea waters and stones just as a half-transparent layer covers the solid reality. That time the process seemes smoother and may be will finished in two weeks. Yesterday I felt sadness and several times fell in tears about something I didn`t understand exactly. It seemes no logical reason because the weather was sweet but I failed to work and went to our park. Today the weather here changes from a dull rain to windy sunshine and back several times, I am feeling ill and deside to stay in bed doing nothing. May be it`s the right moment to recharge my life-batteries by here specific Moscow-energy, put my feelings of ethernity deeper inside, the place it was before Corfu, so then concentrate and start to work.