November is nearly finish, this is something magnetic storms because of sun protuberans and everyone here wants to sleep. Me too. It`s not cold, about zero, no snow and internet is good but why I feel so tired and demotivated? I can`t force myself to paint. If I do I will be happy to paint but I cant, need some friendly nudge for it. Long-long winter is coming, warm green sea is somwhere
Life
I`ve finished 2 new big AB painting and half-finished changes in my cabinet. The weather is sucks, so I want to delay with my cabinet and my third painting will be finished tomorrow, I hope, now I want to be lazy and may be to sleep, as exception ealier as usual 3 AM.
Today morning I get out old furniture from my cabinet, except very good big office table and comfortable leather sofa. The room is empty now, everything is in mass because of thousands files of documents, millions books, folders with scetches… As I realize I could start a stationer`s shop! Many unpacked files, laminator, steplers, pens… Billions things! After an hour it will be specialist to
I am painting 3 big new pictures and have to finish previous two, and winter season nearly start.
Good time for sleeping, alsogood time to work. Do you think I choose sleeping?
Automn eventually started, getting cold and dark, so different from here:
To there:
... but also has several hidden common points, may be waves of the sea seems as waves of clouds, may be colours of light, may be it`s something from memory.
I`ve started 3 new big paintings and stuck near the middle of 2 previous, this is my plan before October flows into November, before shadows becomes
My friend Ladushka`s just give me that picture. I admire it! This perfectly illustrates the way I feel how to be active, how to growth and how to transmitt your ideas to the world doing your job, keeping treasure of friendship, being so different in details but similar in deep internal nature.
I`ve started two new big paintings and won 3 EBay auctions last night, preparing to tear our all furniture from my cabinet and place a new one. Work with my new 15” laptop just from my bed and try not to sleep on the keyboard during typing! 8-)))))
OK, the hot news for today is I am pretty good and ready to an active something. Last several dayes I have negotiations etc planing my new year season:
Last several dayes it was many changes in weather, my mood and health was also unstable so the acclimatization was prepared that way. The weather jumped from warm sweet pleasant to walk in my park:
... to dull raining! What could we do if
Every time I back from Corfu I have a strong adaptations. Last seasons it was about a month and even more, especially first 1-2 time. I saw crystal sea waters and stones just as a half-transparent layer covers the solid reality. That time the process seemes smoother and may be will finished in two weeks. Yesterday I felt sadness and several times fell in tears about something I didn`t