It seems I overuse my body that month and no i am a little bit ill. Cold, less sleaping etc. Self-treatment wasn`t so helpful as I expected so I visited doctor yesterday. She prescribed me some new antibiotic and now I feel much more good. Anyway I must be ok in a couple days, no time to be ill just a minute to have a pause…

a pause in what? World never stops. River of time never be back.

Well, I`ve problem with the new Chinese sword: whatever I do with it, long heavy clusters always knocked to my face and i have a great pity to my nose. Also i broke the movements and dance, i can`t deal with it. So I get it away and put red silk scarf instead. Everything becomes perfect, practise becames interesting, full of possibilities even to dance and no dangerous to my sideview. I want

Yesterday I did one small crazy thing I put aside for a long time. I bought straight Chinese sword (training of course), middle size, just to have that experience how to operate it and what could be an unexpectable usage. 3 months ago I received another example from that family - a pare of Korean dancing knives. So it`s a good time to make summary about all collectibles.

First of all, I am

Whan my work priority changes it is visible from one glance to my cabinet. In case something creative, unexpectable coming it`s a kind of mass, every new thing i put over previous - that time it` trening long sword and a shorter one over papers concerning institute etc.

If my cell phone is up it means i am waiting for a call, if i am not who knows where it could be and every time i need to

I am happy to be back to my swords, moving with energy of music, feeling how galaxies pulse dep in heavens and earth carries my steps.

Even the collage picture is old, the spirit is the same.

I suddenly realized how I need it -to feel the sword in my hands, to operate it. I tryed it inside my home but so careful that it wasn`t worth to. One time I was uncareful and damaged my crystal lamp on the ceiling. Today I went to our park with long wooden training sword "Katana" type in my hands and with player in my ears. It was thing I desired although I couldn`t did rich exercises or

One of the best thing of my place is my windows vieew. From 21-th floor I can see far far away, being unattainable for everything, safe.

If it`s cold the sunrise is beautiful, with many shadows of pink rouge powdering sky. I like to starring to the sky because so beautiful colours here, so cristal clear, so fine, but I prefer not to see to the bottom. Snow and roads, white and wet black, in

As I learned violin since I was 5 yeas old it associated with not pleasant things. But today suddenly I opened my old-old violin`s box, took my old-bold bow and…

Suddenly I realized a strange thing: I missed it. I missed the violine and the bow and the sounds and the way it borns. However my left hand fingers doesn`t work poperly and many techngues seems lost it was a strong feeling of

Snow… Snow covers everything. About two dayes of snow and now we have a beautiful country of diamonds on white, if you see it tonight. In the morning time this is about 35 cm layer of snow near roads. I feel cold just having a glance through the window. They said the winter will be enourmously cold and snowy, may be it`ll be true. I feel demotivated at the day time because of no colours, no