Although last week was full of fuse and small things I have to do, I would like to claim my new AB Twins is nearly finish!

Yesterday I bought new device IntelliPen - digital pen, and being happy to organize my sketches and ideas that way suddenly started new AB Twins Paintings. I`ve just finished lines and strokes in black, so it seemed I`ll finish both next week. Hopes it will be soon!

Hello my friends! Today we have snow, I feel the first cold of winter ant this is the right time to present you the second sibling from my last AB Twins. As "Squeezed" is 27X37 cm size, "The Hanged" is about 4 times bigger: 80X100 cm. Together it looks like this:

  Represents die away state, a little bit danger and totally constrained. And "The Hanged":

At the first look it is the opposite state, feeling of total freedom etc. You can see it on her face, expression of hands… But look to her left leg. She isn`t free. This is not the opposit state to Squeezed (in Tarot en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eight_of_Swords ). This is the next step to freedom in consciousness, so treasure for modern people, especially in business and relationship. Literary the next step.

In business we are not so free as we want. We have to make movements strictly under a contract`s borders, in negotiations we ought to make compromise, sometimes we are dependant from our partners more then we want. As we all live in one planet in the Globalization period we all more or less depends from each other.

In relationships we are free at the beginning and as we becomes closer more differencies appears during we pullulates to each other. This is the simple thing to love the whole world. But the great art, sometimes challenge, is to love the people close to you. This is double side thing, witn euphoria of mutual love, and sadness of small things couses life troubles, flip-flap.

In our life we could feel ourselves stronger and dependant from hormones in youth, enthusiastic but less experiance and understanding, sometimes stupid. When we growth elder by age and experience, and more with understanding, we could feel less physical freedom, but actually more financial and mental possibilities.

In psychical life we are free individuals dependent from an ancient programs of our anchestors, sometimes maleficent for our individual life.

"The Hanged" relates to the next great Archetype of our psychic, in Tarot this is "Hanged Man" en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Hanged_Man_(tarot_card), in Astrology it relates with several configurations of planets… and so on, and so on. Billion things of our life represents in that state.

So this is the point: are we free when we are hanged? Can we be free as we stay attached?..

This is the question hides answers. I place it crypting in that painting.

Even as you found youself hanged, first of all you have not to despair. This is normal for many processes and have many advantages. Feel your hunged-point as a support. Feel it`s limitation with possibilities. Then try to spread your freedom, control your every movement with care make it  gingerely. Your hands are free, the same for your head and other leg. So you can use it for more knowledge. Investigating own limitations you could foung it more fruitful then previous "freedom". Try it as something new. Feel it. Learn a new path of care in desires, new movement in vertical space.

This is the way to understand new things and so truly be free. And more others things.

This is "The Hanged" by Anna Chudnovsky, October-November 2011

Have you ever feel yourself mentally or emotionally narrowly? An influence of circumstances, time pressure and even our body health state sometimes force us to feel it.  NO place to extand limbs or thoughts as if you was forced to stay into small box… Even no place to take a breath.

As we feel such state there could be the desire to broke walls, obligations, stupid people, slow time. In such state we could twitch but no result, only feeling of fetters becams stronger.  This mind and body state clearly describes by Tarot Eight of Swords meaning en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eight_of_Swords  . The same describes by psychologists analizind nightmare. The same could happens in negotiation process or under the pressure of contact`s restrictions. The same sometimes feels young active parents under the necessity to stay at home with their baby, let pass active life…

Feel it. Make the acquaintance with it. Being unplesant that state is one of human`s deep program of prudence and care and the art of patience in immobility. The art to stop animal movement to destroy everything and turns youself to discover the nature of situation and found new decisions to change it.

One of the main exciting thing in my life was the fact East science of life development  came close to Western theories and pactice.  I investigated both religions and science and found it very close in kernel things, sometimes even in methods. Look: theory of Buddhism is to gain freedom by escaping chains and ignorance. The Goldratt Theory en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goldratt in management and another processes is the same: if you want to goal you need to eliminate obstacles.

Exciting thing! Remove you limitations and everything will happens in natural way. Of course it needs to keep balance and to be conscientious to avoid turbulence, influence or be drunk of such great power. Such things seems as limitations but actually it isn`t. Keeping balance is the negotiation of human weakness to be seduced of free power wich is the limitation too. Really powerful person never want to overpower a process. But a weak person feeling a peace of power becames drunk and wants to overuse it. So limitations pretends to be a freedom - this is the great illusion of mankind… as a drug (alchogol, risk, money, game, sex etc.) addicted person for a short bright moment feels free but be depended all time.

The Art of standing out of limitation keeping balance and crystal understanding allows us to be in power and be expended in mind, soul and body too… this is the Real Art.

I am happy to claim my new Active Base Twins finished. I`ll describe both inlater posts with big pictures.

And now want only to point them here, both started at the end of October and finished last Friday.

Not very old but I have several paintings in classical technigue needs to finish. I think today is the best to do it.

Subj! I`ll make pictures tomorrow today.

P.S. I don`t want but should go to bad.

I listened that some people creates new things as a game, in playful mood as children. I know how to make the same mood, easy thing if everything is OK or it`s required by sosiety etc. But for me sometimes creation process is like an oxigen mask in airplane.

I create my own oxigen-bubble, small cocoon of fresh pure world among commonplace stagnant air of daily ideas, people, actions. Of course it contains play ang joy, the same way as you feel cool wind on your hot cheeks on the centre of a summer megapolice. Sometimes creation is the way to make changes, for example to open new ways to do things, more short or optimal. Another time ceativity is my nesessity, spiritual, mental and perhaps even physiological needs to breath fresh air and feel hight horizon. The thing to survive.

Of course I could feel the same way not only my own creation, but ideas of another people. It may be scientific researchs (that`s why I like books much!), movies and also usual things which is well done. For example yesterday I bought a lunch-box with Japanese design, it`s really ergonomic, pleasant and exellent done both in shape design and the idea itself - to put several plates one over another and fix it. Today I`ve seen "Puss in Boots" by Deamworks and found it brilliand,  not only because I like cats, and especially for exciting ideas of the movie and it`s personification in characters. Also I like small creation-ideas such as to design some clothes for myself from beautiful wool and to knit it.

...I feel such things as a drop of fresh livly air and feel happy for the possibility to "drink" it from time to time. This is something like alchogol-free drinking. And things make me drunk stay the same - painting and music. So now I should stop taping and go to finish my new AB-tweens, listening a magic sounds of Chinese Guzheng, drinking my tea and tasting that deep autumn night.