I am happy to be back to my swords, moving with energy of music, feeling how galaxies pulse dep in heavens and earth carries my steps.

Even the collage picture is old, the spirit is the same.

Tonight i couldn`t sleep so did several sketches. When my brush meets ink something happens and so it was 3 pictures, from the sadness one of the beginning to happiness at the end. I`ll start from the last.

Actually when I did the one before last it was clear what will be the next. But when I did it the picture started to chenge from my first view. Hierarchy of ideas always remains but

The hightest advantage to be an artist is to ba able to transform everything into Art. Things usually unpleasant becames worth to exist that way, every experience became a new project. I`ve finished my first in 2013 AB painting, of course it was the twins but that time i did it separately.

What is the essence of waiting? I see here several issues. As you are agree and feel as a situation

 Late year has finished, but my own New Painting Year comes just in the time I turned ouf frames paintings from 2012. It was a special moment - a specific energy likes the signal to attack after too long waiting.

I realized it by wish to renewal, then founded instruments and teared out all old year painting from it`s frames. All of them now becomes into my Past and I am ready for Future, my

Bothering thoughts comes to my head if I can`t clearly understand what`s going to happen and how to act with it. Even if I cancel such thoughts, as the problem doesn`t resolved my brain works more and more, calculating…

It is not good to force yourself not to think, so I prefer to make the situation exterior by making Ink Sketch. Honestly said, that way I am tryng to drop it, from time to

I suddenly realized how I need it -to feel the sword in my hands, to operate it. I tryed it inside my home but so careful that it wasn`t worth to. One time I was uncareful and damaged my crystal lamp on the ceiling. Today I went to our park with long wooden training sword "Katana" type in my hands and with player in my ears. It was thing I desired although I couldn`t did rich exercises or

Sometimes mood flow takes us up and this s no chance to evaluate it in total. We need to keep a distance from moods to understand what it means so this is my mood flow diary from December 2012 I was able to fix on paper. It starts unexpectable, just from several strokes, and then I liked it.

In December several things I expected and prepared didn`t happens. But several unexpectable things

That funny sketch I did in playful mood thinking about how rediculous things happens. LaoZi en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Laozi is the person who could avaluate it pefectly so I did sketch named "LaoZi founds a frog in his tea cup".

Started from several strokes the sketch put me into dance of lines and ink shadows and brush feelings so it was exciting to make it in case just to see what it will be.

I love that feelings - empty big size paper (the more the best), chinese brushes with bamboo hand and chinese ink. As I have time fo it I enjoy how that things playes together and creates something… actually it is possible I don`t know what it will be!

It starts from just several stokes, then I realized what it could be. I prefer old Chinese style for figures and landscapes so it seems